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political shit

9 Apr

election season. smell it. better yet…watch it, with eyes and ears wide open.
expensive and sassy political ads on tv.
posters with ugly faces on walls and trees.
cheap mobiles with built in megaphones blaring out names of the candidates.
calls for ‘clean elections’.
circus drama in hope of getting attention.
paying celebrities to campaign and vouch for them.

sick. all sick. just thinking of the millions of pesos spent on campaign paraphernalia boils my blood. how dare they spend millions on selfish campaigns when stats show that millions of filipinos are not getting the education they deserve? how bout the hundreds of homeless people on the streets shunned by the state coz they are ‘trash’. fuck you. they are ‘trash’ because you turned them to trash. elections translate to change? my ass. in my definition, elections means change, yes, change of names of the greedy people running the state.

wake up people.

in protest

8 Apr

in protest




all work and no play

8 Apr

im bored.
all work. papers. acads. papers. papers. papers.
sigh.
im tired of writing.
i just wish that for once i could have one semester where i wont have to write about something i don’t like. but it looks i have no choice. lecheng anthro.

i want to go out…have fun… go on dates…and get drunk without thinking of the papers i still have to write.

i want my old life back. but come to think of it… i can hardly remember what my old life was like. damn.

ramblings

8 Apr

3 days ago i was feeling ok… then came the headaches. i thought it was just the sudden change of weather. damn mountainous areas for their very unpredictable weather. then came the coughs…once or thrice a day at first but lately the constant weezing of my lungs bugs my ears every 5 minutes, causing me to stoop and droop and before i’d know it, im gonna fall flat on my face. okay. exag. but what the heck. i feel like my life is sucked out of me everytime i cough. last is fever. yeah yeah. i know its the flu. stupid of me for not figuring that out quickly. then i could have done something about it. but i’ve been very busy lately. there too many things going on in my life right now that i forget to take care of myself.

if only the weather would cooperate. but no, the gods just wont allow it. i bet they have fun everytime they see us confused about the sudden change of weather. get this:

9am: i go out of my room to check the weather outside and see what kinds of clothes and gear i should prepare. you see, here in mintal, we dont have the luxury of having jeepneys all the time, how much more with taxis. sigh. all we have are the habal habal with their kaskaserong drivers who have no helmets, no licenses and no insurance at all. and yep, i still do wonder why i put up with all of those just to be in this supposedly ‘premier university’.

10 am: i go to school. its warm and dry, in other words, the sun’s up, i dress comfortably-jeans, tank and slippers. i thought of bringing my jacket with me but decided not to because its too bulky and it was too warm anyway.

11:30am: lunch. still warm. but i could feel the cold drift once in a while. i hope to god it wouldnt rain and thinking of whether to skip school or not just to avoid the possibily of being soaked. then i remember that i’ve reached the maximum no. of absences allowed. damn. no choice.

4:00pm: wlang hiya. punyeta. it rained. and im soaked. shivering, i go home, and the next day i feel so bad i could hardly get up. no jeepney in sight, no taxi here either. no wonder i get sick a lot during the rainy days.