now i know why i get addicted to teenage drama shows like the oc and one tree hill. they have cheesy lines that fits an event or two in real life. my life. ur life.
cheesy line no. 1: source: the ocur never gonna get over the pain, u’ll just get used to it.
-so true. when u get hurt, doesnt matter if its from a broken relationship, friendship or unrequited love–the pain stays, dulled after a while but its …

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it may be a line so old that if someone blurts it out you’ll probably smirk and say ‘yeah right, whatever’ but the heck its a good excuse, a good reason. for what? i dunno. depends on a lot of things. in my case…it is because i choose to leave things to the fates. does it hurt? no. not really. i dont think im capable of hurting that much. over the years i’ve learned to numb myself…as a friend used …

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obviously i cant sleep. i have too many things going on in my mind. sometimes i have the feeling that i think and contemplate too much and yet there are times when i feel like im obtuse to practically everything around me. sigh. i really am twisted inside. i am worried and yet im doing practically nothing to assuage that worry.
another sleepness night… and it may be all because of nothing.
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pambabalaj.

minsan
naiisip ko kung bakit patuloy akong nakikihalubilo sa mga taong wlang
ginawa kundi manggulo sa mundo ko. ngunit sa patuloy na pagmumuni muni
napagtanto qng di ganito kakulay ang aking mundo kung wla clang mga
pilit na humuhila sa akin pababa. marahil ay wla lng clang magawa,
tulad ko. o malamang ay inggit lng sila sa kagandahan at talento ko.
wahaha. kaya ang post na ito ay alay ko sa kanila. at oo, mahal ko kau
kahit na alam kong pang mental ospital ang …

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3 days ago i was feeling ok… then came the headaches. i thought it was just the sudden change of weather. damn mountainous areas for their very unpredictable weather. then came the coughs…once or thrice a day at first but lately the constant weezing of my lungs bugs my ears every 5 minutes, causing me to stoop and droop and before i’d know it, im gonna fall flat on my face. okay. exag. but what the heck. i feel like …

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it was awkward, hilarious and downright stupid. i swore not to be as irrational as the old me but nope, its still the same old same oh. i’ve been having trouble lately with my boyfriend… its been quite rocky. its my fault. and his too. but more of mine. its been how long? 4 or 5 months i think. and im not used to that… after a few months i get bored and look for other interesting pursuits. bad tiara.
a …

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