que sera sera
9 Feb
it may be a line so old that if someone blurts it out you’ll probably smirk and say ‘yeah right, whatever’ but the heck its a good excuse, a good reason. for what? i dunno. depends on a lot of things. in my case…it is because i choose to leave things to the fates. does it hurt? no. not really. i dont think im capable of hurting that much. over the years i’ve learned to numb myself…as a friend used to say, its a wall and its quite hard to scale it. but sometimes… when i let go of my thoughts…i think of things and what could happen and what could have happened… so many scenes flash in my mind. hundreds of them but one or two stands out. and im losing sleep over it.
whatever will be will be.things are just not ok for me, for him, well, for everyone. there are laws we cannot break…its been there even before we met and i wouldn’t risk hurting anyone just because you and i are feeling restless and bored. maybe, just maybe, if we meet again in another 3 or 5 years…when we’re a little older and mature? though i doubt it. who knows? but right now…let leave it to the fates. i chose this path. go with urs…and let us leave all else to the fates.
whatever will be will be.
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